When I came to you, everything was really new and nerve-wracking at first, even though l've been on a spiritual journey for couple years.
Maybe what made me nervous was seeing a new person and how the tantric energy starts flowing. I feel like we connected at first sight and it led us on an easy journey towards surrendering and caring for me. Everything I received from you felt like it just flowed and flowed. Sometimes I felt like you were my mirror. The atmosphere of the ceremony was pure unconditional love and respecting boundaries towards others. Luckily I found you and you had the opportunity to accept me. You are angel and full of pure love!
Thank you for sharing a moment in my life with me.

I had the great pleasure of having a tantric massage with Lesya while staying in Ubud. It was an incredible experience. She is a master at her work: calm and grounded with amazing energy, she put me at ease and led me through an a highly sensual and intimate experience. She has a true gift with her words and her touch and I am very grateful to have shared such a powerful experience with her. I cannot recommend her highly enough. It was amazing and she was a true delight with a pure soul.

The experience was nothing short of amazing. To be honest, I had read the theory (so to speak) but the practice is so much more beautiful than words can describe.
I was comfortable yet vulnerable, in-the-present yet out of the world, and felt pleasure yet beyond pleasure.

Divine woman, thank you for our session and meeting today. During the warm-up, I felt a blockage in the upper part of my chest.
Thanks to your care, tenderness, and gentleness, it completely dissolved. I have felt full of life energy all day.Thank you for the work you do and the words you speak-they are so valuable for all men.

I had the chance to fully process the experience yesterday, and I'm so grateful to have gone through it—with you. It was truly beautiful. I feel renewed and deeply connected to myself. I have this abundance of energy, and it all feels perfectly aligned at the moment. Again, thank you
I never knew it was possible to feel so much and so deeply.

Hey Lesya, I wanted to share how grateful l am for the massage because that gave me so much courage and led to texting this girl I liked and invited her on a date.
That was yesterday and let's say I had a short night! I only had the confidence to step into that because of the massage and because I got the message: I am accepted as I am, I am okay. Big success for me personally!

I am so glad that I found Lesya and took a leap of faith outside my comfort zone to submit myself fully to her care. I had a lot of fears and doubts going in but she gave me calm assurance and established a level of trust that allowed me to truly open up on a much deeper level that transcended the physical. I was able to just let go of my fears and inhibitions and enjoy the experience of loving support and connection she built through her ritual. I emerged refreshed, renewed, and reinvigorated-more confident and loving of myself. Thank you Lesya for helping me find my power again.

I've taken some time to write some thoughts down about yesterday's session, and I'm more than happy to share them with you.
First of all, I have nothing but praise for you as a person and practitioner. I'm very very happy I've ended up with you yesterday, and everything you've done was absolutely perfect for me. I entered your space with little expectations and knowledge of what it would be like, and looking back now - I think I can say l've gotten everything out of this session that I could have hoped for.
You're truly masterful in establishing a comfortable, safe and playful atmosphere. You're overflowing with kindness and I could feel a heartfelt desire to give me the best possible experience - and I'm very grateful for having been able to experience that!
Another big part of it is a realisation I had during the session: I'm not exaggerating when I say that I can't remember any moment in my life where l've felt so whole and... soothed? I'm coming from a childhood where physical connection, like simple hugs, were not present. During my relationships in the last years, this type of care and nurturing of each other was also not there in the degree that I would like to see it. Realising this made me emotional as well, because it's confronting about the environment l've grown up in, as well as the relationships l've been in. But then here comes the beautiful gift again: this really gives me direction as for which way I want to go with

As the session unfolded, it became clear that Olesya is a highly skilled and intuitive masseuse. She spent hours preparing my body before the internal massage, by which time I was in a state of complete relaxation and acceptance.

While the prostate massage itself didn’t bring overt sexual pleasure, it was deeply sensual and surprisingly pleasant. I left feeling more embodied and grounded, as though some of the clarity and presence she radiates had settled into me. But it was in the days that followed
that the full impact of the experience revealed itself.

The next day brought a wave of emotional release. Sadness, pain and grief surfaced unexpectedly. At first, I didn’t connect it to the therapy, but as the day progressed, the link became clear. The following day, I saw my lover, and the benefits were undeniable.

Since the pandemic and a related career crisis, my vitality – especially sexual appetite – had waned. Erections were unreliable, orgasms unsatisfying. But that day, I had no trouble getting or staying hard. I experienced a level of ejaculatory control and choice I’d rarely known.

I was acutely aware of both my own energy and hers, and how they interacted. That awareness led to an unprecendented sense of connection and embodiment. I felt deeply present in the moment, with nothing else intruding. It was one of the most profound and
pleasurable experiences I’ve ever shared with another person.

The effects have continued, including the emotional catharsis that began the day after our session. I’m certain I’ll benefit from further treatments and intend to continue working with Olesya. While I remain uninterested in being the receiver of anal play, the experience of
internal prostate massage is something I’ll absolutely return to.

I’m deeply grateful to Olesya for her care, skill and presence (as is my lover). She is a gifted healer – one of the rare few I’ve encountered in my life.

Going into something new like last night, I felt a little tense and out of my comfort zone, but from the very first moment you made me feel welcome. Your calm presence and easy manner set the tone, and the way you explained everything helped me relax before we even started.

The way you welcomed me, steady, unhurried, without a hint of expectation, made it easy to settle and simply be there.

During the session itself, I was struck by how safe it felt. There was no pressure to perform or to "do" anything, just the simple act of receiving focused attention. It's rare to connect with someone in that way, where the only goal is to care for the body and let it be.

I felt a mix of sensations, some moments of discomfort, yes, but never outright pain. It was the kind of discomfort that reminds you you're alive, that something is shifting or loosening in its own quiet way. Instead of resisting, I found myself accepting it, almost curious about each small feeling as it came and went.

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What stayed with me most wasn't just the physical work, but the way you carried it out. I told you that you have gentle hands, and I believe it's because you have a gentle heart. There's a kindness in the way you move, an attentiveness that doesn't need words. It's rare to connect with someone like that, where the focus is simply on presence, not performance, not proving anything, just the honest attention of one human caring for another.
That gentleness felt like it came from something deeper, an ease and kindness in the way you carry yourself. It takes real skill to work with someone's body while also making them feel completely at ease, and you have that gift.
Thank you for creating a space where I could just show up as I am and trust the process. It was more than a treatment; it felt like a quiet reminder that care doesn't need to be complicated to be meaningful.
Thank you for giving me that experience. I left feeling both grounded and light, aware of my body in a way that was new, but deeply reassuring, and I'm genuinely grateful for the time you shared.

You ARE a gift — your desire / willingness to so earnestly and enthusiastically and authentically share what you're good at and be so open to learning and feedback, and just the care and good energy you put into your practice was genuinely inspiring and moving.
Even the best massages often feel rushed... I've never had someone help slow things down in such a lovely way and allow every moment / every beat / every push be so drawn out and appreciated and savored. You slowed down time and it's so easy to rush through things and that was just really special and generous and memorable.

• Vibe — Your energy is amazing. I could see it being difficult to balance being warm vs. having a process, intimate vs. professional, etc. You struck the absolute perfect balance and I felt so safe, guided, comfortable, held, etc.
• Pre-KNT chat — I really appreciated the overview you gave. It set the tone wonderfully.
• Talent — You HAVE a gift - You very obviously have excellent intuition for where to touch, when, how, etc. The best example of this was when, without discussing, I could tell that you were modulating your touch and pressure along with my breath, or going "off script" and exploring new places. They all felt good and felt like part of an intentional flow

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To oversimplify it, l would say our time together had 2 major benefits... 1) the Karsai Nei Tsang stuff itself (the poking, pressure, increasing blood flow, etc... the more "intense" and "odd" sensations... and 2) your sllloowwwww, caring delivery ....
This was so powerful because it helped me get more and more present / aware / tapped-in / observant, and also just the power of another human pouring so much love and attention and care into me was really amazing. It was like doing LSD or mushrooms in the sense of just being reminded how beautiful and full of love the world can be if we decide to do that for each other

Overall, I would say this was one of the top physical experiences l've ever had. It was therapeutic, interesting, fun, pleasurable, relaxing, and awareness-inducing.
Thank you so much for including me in your practice. I'd be very interested in future offerings!